Recap of the end of last week

I didn't end up getting a blog post to you guys toward the end of the week. We did miss some big inner-self work, but it's nothing that isn't continuing on throughout the end of Feb, so no sweat. The 9 of Wands came up. This card always wants us to love ourselves and love all sides to ourselves. It comes up to remind us that we are comprised of a light and a darkness, and that without one or the other we wouldn't be the fabulous people we are today. Yes, you're amazing! Yes, you have purpose! Even if your direct purpose to human consciousness isn't coming forth in this life, the character building of your soul is happening now. Everything that is happening, is truly happening with purpose. This card didn't come up this past week for any of its normal discussions. It came forward to tell us we must begin to challenge ourselves. It's time to get out of your comfort zone. What makes you uncomfortable? Is it a type of person, a texture, a word, a place? Find the good somewhere, even if it's just that a learning experience can occur. Challenge yourself to be comfortable everywhere and with everyone and everything. This won't be resolved in a day, but work out some baby steps to have confidence in every situation. Be the master of your personal space.

And then the 4 of Wands came forward. This is a step back in the cycle. This is a core building card that will help with the discomfort of putting yourself out there. So, the cards asked you to step out of your comfort zone and be vulnerable for a day, and then they told you that it's ok to take a step back and build up your strength. The activities must happen in that order to truly understand what you need to do to succeed with mastering your personal space. I like to envision a golden orb growing inside of me until it envelopes my entire body. With my golden bubble of protection, I can emit radiance and love, but harm and anger can not penetrate or effect me. That's how I enter arguments, because arguments make me very uncomfortable. I need to be strong in them though, because it's important to stand your ground. (Of course, it's important to be flexible, but I'm talking about standing up for fundamental human/animal/environmental rights and consciousness.) This card comes forward to let you know that you're on the right path, and that you're putting the wands in place to make a fully rotating wheel. As you develop and grow, you will roll smoother along through life turbulence. You just need to know what tools you need to keep going, stay strong, and be positive. Keeping that positive mental attitude, not only benefits you, but it helps everyone you come in contact with. So, take a few deep breaths after your adventure into unchartered, uncomfortable territory, and regroup. What do you need to do to make your next step a little less tense or awkward? 

YOU ARE A SHINING STAR AND BECOME STRONGER WITH EVERY STEP OF ACCEPTANCE