Falling into the void, but caught in between 4/8/17-4/9/17

Tripped up by the upcoming retrograde of Mercury, we sink into the darkness once again. Destruction seems to follow us, but it holds the keys to growth. These shadow figures are strengthening us against true darkness. It's normal to fear painful situations, but our character builds from how we deal with them. Into the fire we run. Engulfed in flames, we might panic, but we remember our control. Step out of the flames as quick as you can, nevermind what you might be loosing. This is a rebirth. Focus on your progression with patience and kindness.

I WORK THROUGH MY OWN OBSTACLES, ONE BY ONE

The Lone Wolf 4/7/17

Here is where we encounter the shadow self. This journey isn't for the faint-hearted. A purge, seeping with minerals and ooze creeps out of every crevice. We're remembering our darkest days and feeling deep guilt. Our guilt is a single wildflower amongst acres of untouched terrain. It's risen from the depths of our deepest root and we leave it behind, stored in a sacred memory. A growth has happened. We are learning who we need to be in this world. Amongst great change, we adapt to fill the space emptied by despair of others. Our inner journey knows no bounds and is never ending. As we persist forward we are rewarded in unimaginable ways.

I FEAR NO SHADOW. I AM THE LIGHT. 

Rare Love 4/6/17

Turmoil creates balance in a life well lived. Reaching out to others and exchanging intimacy fills our hearts today. These women are a collective energy. The energy they manifest is powerful. Today we cherish our tribe. The energy we carry has a power to end recurring lessons. Strengthen bonds, fill your heart with mood music, and surround yourself in golden rays. Today marks a dawning.

I NURTURE THE RARE LOVE OF MY TRIBE

Reflective Brooding 4/5/17

Saturn, the lord of suffering, pressure, limitation, and separation moves retrograde today. With eyes of gold, we place others' needs before our own, easier than before. Spinning on a wheel of recurring themes, a mirror lands in our right hand, a ribbon in our left. A reflection of November 2014 lies before us and pulls us in.New isolation forms a ring around us that no one will understand. There is not another soul in sight. We feel like we have lost our direction, lost our ability to get our needs across. We must process thoughts methodically and recuperate our communication before the weekend.

MY HEART LEADS MY VOICE INTO TRUTH

The Fertile Goddess meets the Vital Creatress 4/4/17

Sitting on the cliff of a Saturn in retrograde, we begin to feel the pushing shifts and changes from this drastic movement. Breath in maternal wisdom, the desire for the well being of all, and the archetypal mother. Exhale. You might find hardships, negativity, and cruelty rise up out of your body and into your life throughout the day. Let it all roll off. It's a purge from your body. There is no more room for these feelings. The light, love, and power takes over your breathing and you welcome in the Vital Creatress. Breath in openness, love, transparent emotions, and authenticity. Look out through the eyes of the needy, know compassion. You are becoming a stronger, more authentic version of yourself. Welcome to the light.

I AM FULL OF ENRICHED FEELINGS

Into the Void 4/3/17

A woman falls into the abyss of doubt and frustration. We're determined to walk a new path, to smash the patriarchy, but we haven't figured out the 'how' yet. With Mercury still sitting in firey Aries, we're given comfort that our doubt won't last much longer. Feeling the pull from Pisces, we swallow our emotions and drink our feelings. As long as we're not letting them get in our way, it's a good time for an emotional release. Finish up some last arrangements and let your life unfold around you. Saturn rules this card and is always in our back pocket with a tough but essential life lesson. Only two days until the planet retrogrades and has a whole new energetic in store for us.

I GROW TO FILL THE VOID

Week in learning 4/3/17-4/9/17

We move into the first full week of April stronger, stronger than we've been in April's of the past. A warrior spirit is brewing deep within our core. It's building in the Muladhara chakra and rising into our Vishuddha. You may find yourself speaking up against bullies and defending your honor with people you keep close. We have just a few days before Mercury and Saturn are retrograde, and although we're beginning to feel that pull, we still are feeling the fire of Mercury in Aries. You might find yourself making some last minute leaps this week. If you're wondering whether or not to make a seemingly crazy decision, now is the time to do it! We're without the construct of a longterm cycle at the moment, so any misguided mistake will be quickly repaired. April is going to be a month of challenges, lessons, and heartache. It's good to keep a low profile this month, and take care of yourself the best you can. The time is now to take long baths, get a massage, lay in a deprivation tank, and meditate. If none of that sounds relaxing to you, simply take care of yourself in the way you see it best. It's a good month to drink a seemingly vast quantity of water. Reach out to healers and loved ones if the going gets too rough. We'll make it through. Great change is brewing, and ultimately, it's for the greater good.